
Collin Williams
Associate Professor
New Media
Radioactive Prometheus... How Apropos 2008 Installation: parabolic domes, bell jar, woodpecker, pedestal, sound. |
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Radioactive Prometheus... How Apropos 2008 Installation: parabolic domes, bell jar, woodpecker, pedestal, sound. |
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Radioactive Prometheus... How Apropos 2008 Installation: Spoken Word Narrative 1. Each parabolic dome played one of these 4 narratives. The narrative was repeated as a text circling around the inner perimeter of the dome. |
Narrative 1: 1:55 min., 270 words.
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Radioactive Prometheus... How Apropos 2008 Installation: Spoken Word Narrative 2 |
Narrative 2 2:00 min., 431 words.
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Radioactive Prometheus... How Apropos 2008 Installation: Spoken Word Narrative 3 |
Spoken Word Narrative 3 1:55 min., 265 words. My relationship with my father has always been easy. Easy in the manner of things hardly known and never missed. It was more difficult for my younger brother John-David, who longed for the father of his imagination with no real experience of our father in real life. John was young when our parents divorced. I was young as well, but I have an old soul and no patience for fools. I occasionally see my Father in passing, and we are always polite. He has no interest in me, or at least no more than he does for any stranger, and I have no expectations for him. Actually, quite a bit less than I do for most strangers. It is an easy peace. In an odd way we understand that there simply isn’t any more, and nothing to build it with or to build it on. No more desire to spend our precious little time fashioning a foundation of trust that simply won’t be honored with love. Last time I saw him, we had a long conversation on the occasion of the death of his sister. I said, “I’m sorry”. “Thank you,” he replied. John has a long dream in which that conversation is reversed. In his dream, it is as if he were living his life backwards, back from fatherhood, to college, to high school and adolescence and ending in early childhood facing his version of our father. This oft dreamt for version he calls dad, who turns to John-David and says “I’m sorry”, to which John simultaneously replies with both “Thank” and “Fuck you.” |
Radioactive Prometheus... How Apropos 2008 Installation: Spoken Word Narrative 4 |
Narrative 4 3:00 min., 391 words. The woodpecker’s ‘drumming’ must have worked. Today there were two woodpeckers, the original pounding away inside the telephone pole, and another warily watching from the telephone line. I warily eye him with suspicion- for surely this is the drummed up mate. Maybe there will be babies. What a way to begin life - blind, unaware of your predicament, precariously perched atop a telephone pole. Tiny mouths gaping open, perpetually protesting the powerful focused need deep in the center of the boundary that is their growing awareness of themselves. A chorus of hunger, never satiated, nor satisfied. As I am cutting the grass I find one fallen, lying rigid near the base of the pole, the too soft feathers barely covering the translucent skin. The mouth still, but gaping open, still- a silent tunnel for the ants who find their way to the tender parts and of course, back out with their bounty of flesh. Soon they are thick on the tiny body, an ordered frenzy busy doing the work of feeding their own on the woodpecker’s misfortune. Watching this spectacle I think of an episode of Woody Woodpecker, too oft repeated in my youth. Ha, ha, ha, haw, ha…ha, ha, ha, haw, ha…haw, haw ,haw, ha. The signature laugh, common at school but coming at any occasion and from anywhere. Around the block, at birthday parties or in grocery stores from strangers. The confusion on John-David’s face, followed by the rising blood blush, always threatening to rival his fire engine red hair. I wonder why I wouldn’t protect him. At first he would cry, but when tears failed, blows followed. Big comical round-houses, that lost all humor when they landed, exploding torrents of hot blood. Bloody plumes sprayed like red plumage across white linoleum tiles. Clean up on aisle four. They say that redheads are naturally ‘fiery’, but I have only witnessed the making of fire. I try to recall the story of Prometheus, but muddle it in the effort. Instead, I remember an image that I saw in the newspaper some years ago, in the late 80’s, after Chernobyl. Across from the reactor, in a public park, there was a monolithic sculpture of Prometheus receiving fire from the gods. The most conservative estimates speculate that the area immediately surrounding the reactor will remain ‘hot’ for the next 300-900 years. Radioactive Prometheus...how apropos. |